Sandra

I am so nervous! Tomorrow it is the day, it is serious. Have to go to bed very soon if I'm going to have a chance to survive tomorrow. Time to meet the kids, and the parents. Time to start trying that Norwegian language. Time to change a diaper (for the first time ever). Time for work. Oh, how I wish for tomorrow to be over, ha ha. Can't wait for friday and some time to let this week sink in. The best thing with kids is that they give you no time to ever think about things. When they cry, they need comfort, when they poop they need a diaper-change, when they're tired they need sleep and so on. You get thrown right into it, and that's actually a good thing, I think. Okay... that was a very lame effort to try to calm myself down. I will have to try to remember the first day alone with Nicky, Alex and Max. Everything is scary the first time.

This day has been better than yesterday. I knew where to go, I didn't starve, I had lots of time to relax and I don't have a fever anymore. It is really true that if it starts out bad, things can only get better.

I'll keep my fingers crossed that I get that social security number so I can open up a bank account and get paid, and get myself a phone card for Norway.

Okay, the sink is screaming for me to do the dishes. Gotta run!

Wish me luck tomorrow....

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